a list. this will probably be boring, but fuck it.

music. for distracting me every time i want to do soemthing stupid.
tv. for being so childish.
cathrine. for being the only person i know that doesnt lie.
dad. for trying to understand, even if he doesnt.
blood. for calming me down.
jason. for his intelligence.
vince. for trying to stay young, even though he isnt.
jess. for being beautiful, and everything i would want.
fake hitting on people. for it's frequency, and the fact that it makes it harder for others to see if it's real.
writing. for keeping me in perpetual motion.

this is what happens when i don't have school. i go all 'look-into-your-soul-and-try-to-figure-yourself-out'y. i'm sure there's an actual word for that.