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Jul. 20th, 2011 02:14 amSo, thoughts in bullets:
-BBB mods haven't emailed me back to say they've received my draft. This highly fucking concerns me. I've emailed it twice.
-I turned in my first kink bingo card for slantverse, and while I do plan to make a blackout, with this second one I'm writing Killjoy porn. I HAVE SO MANY KJ THINGS I WANT TO WRITE. I got gangbang! Huzzah for everyone fucking Kobra Kid!
-In twelve hours I will be at the airport. Hopefully my paranoia doesn't kick in like it did last time. Last time I freaked out, got hysterical that the security were going to come after me. *does not hyperventilate*
-My test results came back. They're bad, but not REALLY bad yet. I have tested positive for something called ANA antibodies. Apparently this likely indicates a autoimmune disease. I won't know what though until I get three MRIs and see a neurologist and a rheumobiologist. Obviously I can't do this until I get back from vacation. I am hoping for a disease that can be treated with medication. #HowIsHopingForADiseaseOptimistic
-Because I care about my sanity, I am not googling possibilities, that way lies madness. Literally. I have issues with overidentifying with illnesses. It does suck though, not knowing what it is.
-Fuck I hate packing. Just when you think you've gotten everything, you're like OH SHIT, FORGOT HAIRBANDS AND WILL SMOTHER TO DEATH WHILE SLEEPING WITHOUT TYING HAIR.
-BBB mods haven't emailed me back to say they've received my draft. This highly fucking concerns me. I've emailed it twice.
-I turned in my first kink bingo card for slantverse, and while I do plan to make a blackout, with this second one I'm writing Killjoy porn. I HAVE SO MANY KJ THINGS I WANT TO WRITE. I got gangbang! Huzzah for everyone fucking Kobra Kid!
-In twelve hours I will be at the airport. Hopefully my paranoia doesn't kick in like it did last time. Last time I freaked out, got hysterical that the security were going to come after me. *does not hyperventilate*
-My test results came back. They're bad, but not REALLY bad yet. I have tested positive for something called ANA antibodies. Apparently this likely indicates a autoimmune disease. I won't know what though until I get three MRIs and see a neurologist and a rheumobiologist. Obviously I can't do this until I get back from vacation. I am hoping for a disease that can be treated with medication. #HowIsHopingForADiseaseOptimistic
-Because I care about my sanity, I am not googling possibilities, that way lies madness. Literally. I have issues with overidentifying with illnesses. It does suck though, not knowing what it is.
-Fuck I hate packing. Just when you think you've gotten everything, you're like OH SHIT, FORGOT HAIRBANDS AND WILL SMOTHER TO DEATH WHILE SLEEPING WITHOUT TYING HAIR.