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Apr. 26th, 2005 06:16 pmWARNING!
this falls into both the catagory of rant, and the catagory of tmi. never the less, i had to say it.
a person is the most honest when engaged in sexual activity. i'm not saying when they're horny, god knows people lie to get laid. but during the actual laying, they're honest. even if it's just the few minutes.
ok, so i'm sorry mum, but when i masturbate, i think of girls. so don't tell me i'm 100% completely straight. don't tell me that you don't mind gays, but i can't be one of them. becuase that's saying you don't love me, you don't mind me. and i can't help thinking girls are beautiful.
and dad, i'm sorry that i talk about gay people. i'm sorry that i refuse to hide thier exsistance under a rug. you say talking about them makes them different, and that's why you dont want to hear it all the time. but the only way you can find something or someone normal is to desensitise them to you. society starts as single indiviguals, and you and mum are. if i want to relax society, i have to relax you.
so i'll probably end up marrying a guy. having kids, the whole american dream thing, except with a lower exchange rate becuase i'm canadian. but that doesnt mean i don't like girls. that doesn't mean that i'm faking being bisexual, becuase it's the cool thing to do. the first dream i ever had was about a girl.
boys have better attitudes, they suit my personality better, and i'll end up with a guy becuase as the corny line says, personality doesnt fade, looks do. but that doesn't mean cunt isn't beautiful, and something i want.
this falls into both the catagory of rant, and the catagory of tmi. never the less, i had to say it.
a person is the most honest when engaged in sexual activity. i'm not saying when they're horny, god knows people lie to get laid. but during the actual laying, they're honest. even if it's just the few minutes.
ok, so i'm sorry mum, but when i masturbate, i think of girls. so don't tell me i'm 100% completely straight. don't tell me that you don't mind gays, but i can't be one of them. becuase that's saying you don't love me, you don't mind me. and i can't help thinking girls are beautiful.
and dad, i'm sorry that i talk about gay people. i'm sorry that i refuse to hide thier exsistance under a rug. you say talking about them makes them different, and that's why you dont want to hear it all the time. but the only way you can find something or someone normal is to desensitise them to you. society starts as single indiviguals, and you and mum are. if i want to relax society, i have to relax you.
so i'll probably end up marrying a guy. having kids, the whole american dream thing, except with a lower exchange rate becuase i'm canadian. but that doesnt mean i don't like girls. that doesn't mean that i'm faking being bisexual, becuase it's the cool thing to do. the first dream i ever had was about a girl.
boys have better attitudes, they suit my personality better, and i'll end up with a guy becuase as the corny line says, personality doesnt fade, looks do. but that doesn't mean cunt isn't beautiful, and something i want.